Jenny's Spicy World

HELLO THERE! I have this overwhelming feeling right now. It's pure joy, happiness and love. Am not talking about my poor love affair right here. Let's just call it an obsession from a thousand miles fan to a getting-to-stardom choreographer and dancer. I guess i have not mentioned about   BRIAN PUSPOS  in my previous entries and that's the reason why i wanted to exclusively feature him now in this unpopular blog of mine. Let's start from the very beginning of how i got to meet him like what everybody asks me whenever i replace my Facebook profile photo with his picture or every time i post video links of his dance clips from Youtube or just simply an obviously-obsessive-status on my FB wall. Actually, even now that am writing this entry, it gives me that giddy feeling like a high school girl with a crush. So funny. It all started out with my younger brother's obsession of him. Yes, you heard it right. My bro's the first one who fell in love with him. So gay...

The past few days have been quite a realization to me.  From the point of praying hard for the 'perfect',if not a better man, up to this stage of being crucial to my career path. Yes i admit, i have been indulged to a polygamy relationship for almost a year ( and both sides didn't know about this and am not proud with this!) and one thing i did that because i can't let go with the past. But that's not the issue here. So the story goes with:  My ex and i were okay. We were okay. We have been together for like 3years. Same with other normal couples, we also have that on and off, on and off, on and off.  Not until that day of discovering of what should have been kept private. Yes i admit again that that discovery was slightly planned and i just wanna prove myself for some hard-kicking evidences and i got it right. You know, women's intuition. And to cut the story short, that relationship ended. Hey, that wasn't the only reason but even before, we already h...

Today, i feel a little wary. I could sometimes think my career's slowly depleting.

Had an hour of fun before one of these boys flew to Cebu!

This track from Drake which was remixed with my man, Brian, sounds eargasmic. I definitely play this one from morning til night. It's actually on top of my playlist. :) ENJOY!

  This song makes me wanna...GAH! 

Note the most cliched line, Only the word CHANGE doesn't change after all. Jot down the difference with your figure in college into now which that dumb-ass 5 pounds addition makes a lot of frustrations and which makes you dying to pursue in losing that too much. Then, there's that change of emotion towards someone which you think you're contented with yet only to find out that someone's coming over but giving you headaches(this time!). It's a freakin' hard thought if it truly benefits you or just a plain joke to life's game. Which you then realized you should've reckoned it over and over before jumping to another decision. And one more thing, there's a change of address after settling with that abode for almost like two years. But this time, this change of comfort zone is indeed a right one (talking about the larger space and ambiance!) yet requires higher fees. So, that's where all started!!! All changes has it's pros and cons. You mig...

The first few minutes just this morning was all going well not until a topic which i think i almost buried 6-feet below the ground for the past few years resurrected which pissed the hell outta me. Can't believe that actually came from the person whom i thought who's always at my side at all times. The person whom i think who would always back me up no matter what situations i'm into. The person who would lift me from any state of depression and at least give me those words to strengthen out. And, yes, i guess i was over-expecting. This was the current fight that we had. I almost broke down to tears as i was defending myself when in fact i shouldn't be explaining to her since we're not really the ones fighting over that matter. It's just that i felt betrayed. She seemed to be in favor of some bitch and   to the extent of comparing me to some girl i have planted GRUDGE with. I hate her for making me feel this way! I HATE HER! T_T   I hate her for what...

That 20th of June was the Philippine National Hero's, JOSE RIZAL, 150th birthday celebration and so we had the nationwide holiday. And since it's really a holiday, i slept late and woke up early to do the laundry fo' a better start. I did have a very long weekend and thanks to the great one. Annnd since it's a very fine day, took some random photos that afternoon while lying on the floor and lookin' up the skies. This was a rare moment of appreciatin' and  muni-muni  as you call it. Tehee! =*

How would you ever define love ( in all context, please! )? Would you consider it "love" if someone's giving you all emotional anxieties? I mean, don't consider the exaggeration here. I think am just too emotional today to deal this. The weather's kind of gloomy, depressing and so as I. SIGH. Actually, it's not everyday that i deal with this however it would always caught me off guard if it visits me. But of course, that won't be considered a HAPPY day if you're all bombarded with problems, problems, problems. Such a stress. It's with this kind of scenario that makes me wish to blow-up and never be seen again. Sounds so suicidal yet am not one of those. Brain's seemed to be paralyzed and jammed since it doesn't do it's job right away when i needed it most. Oh life!  Stress, stress, stress. How can you be so rude? All my life, i have been fighting against you. Can we be friends, please? Even for just a moment.You're...

I was just browsing my favorite DESTINY'S CHILD's and i bumped to this page. Kamusta naman ang boses ng mga 'yan ha?! I suddenly remembered a random thought. A friend way back in college asked me if which guy would possibly make me fall inlove with. Kung yung singer or dancer.  Siyempre, naalala ko sina Justin Timberlake na sobrang sexy kung humataw that's why 'yun ang napasagot ko. And now back to the real time , t hese two guys right here made my choice 3 years ago a MISTAKE!!! Hay naku ha! Nakaka-inlove and mga boses neto talaga. I can't even imagine kung bigla na lang akong kakantahan ng mga 'to. I might sound   over-acting  pero siyempre, baka mahimatay na ako sa kagalakan ng loob. HAHA! Above all, ang sarap talaga ng boses ng dal'wang toh. SOBRA. Ang magical ng medley taz ang chemistry ng boses.Never nagsasapawan. They both bring the BEST from each other. At saka, Destiny's Child would be so proud of them!!! Never nila na-murder ang ...

It's just one of those days where I just want to disappear! To get away from everything, because I hate my life here. -Anonymous Alright, i ain't hate my life that much 'coz ever since i get to bump frustrations like these, i can handle it  SLOWLY  anyway . What i just HATE is how am prone to so much complexities.  Ewan ko lang talaga kung bakit nangyayari 'to. Of course, some hypocrites would say na   "that's life, nagtatraydor din paminsan-minsan" which is absolutely TRUE naman. And "kaya mo 'yan  in the end" . Oh well, nakakalito! Nakakapraning! Pardon me for ranting like this. At least nakakaginhawa na rin ng feelings.  I don't really understand why it has to happen. And why me of all the madlang people around the globe? Hey, quit the thought of lovelife ha. Allergic ako n'yan. Am plainly talkin' about LIFE's complexities. Kakaasar talaga. Minsan nga nakakapagod na. Can' t help but wonder. What did i do to de...

Will never ever forget what happened that day, APRIL 15, 2011, Friday. Around 6PM at Gaisano Mall's Department Store. After assisting my 2nd degree aunt's death at a public hospital just across the mall, i felt like i've died too. At the supermarket, I settled the pushcart at a side to get some hotdogs to fill-in the final goods to buy from my grocery list. You know what? I won't be able to notice i've lost my wallet not until two concerned staff boys from the mall asked me to check my bag. And there, horror and panic struck me. I was caught off guard. Stunned. Shocked. I am slapped from the thought that i NOW lost one of my most IMPORTANT things, wallet . In it was my Dolce Vita Master credit card, ATM cards from Banco de Oro, LandBank, EastWestBank. Even my Gaisano Suki card, Xavier University Alumni ID and my 5 thousand worth bills plus the coins. Not to mention too that the wallet is a gift from mum. SIGH. T'was horrible.Pretty horrible. I was lef...

Some situations are just too rude that you are spontaneously faced with it and you're just caught in between CAN and CAN'T handle the whole thing. Why am i feeling such fear, doubts, confusion... name it.SIGH. Am not really the direct person concern here,just  PARTLY.

This could have been another random day. Enjoyed my three-days weekend vacation since we had the holiday to celebrate for in honor of the Fall of Bataan which, of course, gave me ample time of The Vampire Diaries dvd marathon both the seasons one and two. During the weekend, it has been on my routine to do room cleaning and rearranging stuff to something fresh and new; do the pile of laundry; read my newly-bought books from a bookstore sale down to 10% and of course, SLEEP. *jitters* And since it's April which means school vacation for my younger brother, i have the apartment all by myself. But this time, our youngest brother was here and even smashed all my weekend budget for food trip. It's good thing though since the loneliness (not dramatically)lessens.  So, to bring it all up to my point, I just love this nothing-ness feeling. Quite pressured for what career should i have for my stability since am not getting any younger but still determined to pursue of what i ...

It has always been my belief that whenever you get to plan ahead, it usually (and almost all of the time in my case) sucks. So what i do most especially talking about weekend getaways and vacations, quickly grab whatever that chance is in any way. EXCITED!!!! Yep, am totally excited for what's about to come. And it will be this weekend.YES! This weekend indeed. Got to hold on what's making me happy 'till it's still here. I can never have this for the entire life. It's worth keeping for and am up to it. Not only will i bring the laptop and cameras with me but i have my whole brain's photographic memory to store it for all eternity. YEBBAH! 'Til my next posts. :p Will definitely update and rock on!

It was never a long time plan to ever go to the must-go sacred place just right at the borders of Region 10 and in Cagayan de Oro City, Philippines. A week before, Krestil, my colleague and I already heard about many topics hollered the internet and social networking sites regarding the famous Bukidnon festival, KAAMULAN. Yeah, we were so much in love with the idea to go however the finances aren't cooperating at all. Hey, that doesn't mean we don't really have bucks. In fact, we have the passbooks of our savings account yet it's too impractical to just withdraw our cashes and squander it all for just a night or day of happiness. Well, am not saying too that happiness should be isolated for the sake of not touching the finances we have saved for how many years, you know. A college friend of mine even invited me for Kaamulan yet am not practicing the YES-promises 'coz I know am not totally committed of getting myself there without much planning...

Sarap siguro nang may tunay na minamahal. Baka iniisip mo na isa na naman itong post-balentayn entry ko.Dyan ka nagkakamali. Seldom lang ako kinikilig pagdating sa usapang pag-ibig.Dumidipende lamang sa couple kung kyut at parehong mga drop-dead gorgeous . hehe. Okey,kung maitatanong mo, HINDI eto kwento tungkol sa lablyp KO (kasi as much as possible,pass muna ako jan!). I was browsing the blog entries ng tatlong taong sinusundan ko at dun ko na-figure out na umiiba na pala talaga ang ihip ng hangin.HAHA. Kung pwede nga lang akong i-hire as detektib, pwede na.Bibigyan ko pa siya ng discount. Naisip ko lang, ano kaya ang feeling na me pariner na boypren,ano?Di ung tipong matandang pariner ha.I was referring sa ka-edad mo talaga at yung tipong nagkaka-jijive kayo sa lahat lahat ng bagay. Hay naku! Di naman sa naiinggit ako kesyo me boypren syang ka-edad na pariner. Sabihin na nating HAPPY ako para sa kanya. Kaya lang, naisip ko, asan na yung isa pa nyang boypren na pariner? Nye, pur...

I suddenly remembered my senior class of research. That already aged two years ago since i left college. I remembered how Miss Chona Patricia Echavez (my Research Professor who became a HUGE inspiration of mine from her successful career, classical and timeless fashion down to the passionate drive for travel)detailed to us the nature of Personal Observation. Quoted from her, PO is one of the secret ingredients in obtaining a tasty, delectable storyline and introduction to a research. Hey, am not starting to discuss the helluva process of Thesis but am just expressing not only for my love of my teacher. But this is a story of how PO became part of my everyday system and everyday write-ups for my journal and my online blog. Before getting into the main point, just wanna emphasize by the way how Miss Chona made my Thesis enjoyable and fun.Quit the thought of me being sarcastic right here.*eyebrows raised* Hell yeah! Thesis is like eating a piece of an ice cream ready to melt. Hehe. ...

TAGALOG. Maraming beses ko ng narinig ang pangalang BOB ONG.Syempre, todo curious ako kung sino ba talagang taong to na tal'gang sikat na sikat.'Kala ko ka-level siya nina Oprah Winfrey oh di kaya'y ke Boy Abunda(at ba't biglang napunta toh ke Boy Abunda?). Pero obcors ng dahil sa tulong ni kebigang Google, sa wakas nakita ko ang awto-biyograpiya niya at ang mga sikat na libro na nalathala na niya. Nagsimula pala ang mga aklat niya sa online at napag-isipang gawing hard print. Isa pa rin diyan ang sikat na tanong kung sino ba talaga siya. Dahil ngayon ko lang nalaman na screen name lang pala 'yun gaya ng ARA MINA ni Hazel Reyes (siya lang ang naisipan kong me screen name kasi)!  Oh siya, tama na ang intro.Basta ang alam ko lang, napunta ako sa blagsayt ng kebigan ko at mahiwagang na-inspayr ako sa mga sulat niya sa Tagalog. Kung kaya't heto ang eksplanasyon ko sa pagiging tagalog ko sa entry na ito (sabay ngiti).  Sa pagkakaalam ko, di naman ako mahuhuli sa w...

Six times a week, eight hours a day of sitting 'cept for the Saturday since am only on duty from eight in the morning down to two in the afternoon. Those were my routine for my almost-two-years of my present job. It's not really that boring.I actually love my work (not to mention for the free internet connection and the commissions i get whenever my clients fly to Europe and America!). I don't wanna sound hypocrite but i think everyone should really be thankful for their first jobs.This job gave me the first salary,first gadget investments(my Canon digital camera and HP mini laptop), key to my Dolce Vita master credit card and still counting. Those were the precious cakes i'll forever treasure all because of my visa consultation career. *wink* How could i ever forget my first United Kingdom & United States client?They sure pressured me that much to think over for their successful application.Luck has been so good to me(and perhaps infected my clients' luck t...

Hi there!  Bihira na akong maka-visit sa blog site ko,however,am much inspired as before to write ya after i visited my friend's site.Nakakahawa ang Tagalog. Weh, i just realized na maybe i could write Taglish for a new style. Not to mention that it's the national language talaga sa Pinas.(claps!) And not to mention too that she wrote it soooooo(envies!)well in Tagalog with matching attitude pa.Hmmm...Yep, she's  a good friend way back in college . So to continue with all the blab , am currently sufferin' much abdominal pains

HAPPY NEW YEAR! My 2010 was just another helluva make or break year for me. Things happened for a reason but ALL for the best of me and my ---maturity. If you have checked my previous entries, ay naku naman talaga, my pathetic love story is as cheesy in a melting pot. Pero, great stories are made from there. After such gruesome ending, i learned to love myself more. I treasured every moments with my jolly mum and two brusko brothers. I, together with the other 600 fellas, PASSED the October 2010 Civil Service Commission Exam out of 6,000 examinees. Oh diba?Nakakataba ng puso! SUCH A LUCK!  Above all, GOD was the best scriptwriter i have ever met. Those were the glorious things HE poured unto me for 2010. Now, am all geared to face 2011. Praying for more BLESSINGS this year. Hope you had a BLAST too. :*