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Out-of-Love

How would you ever define love (in all context, please!)?


Would you consider it "love" if someone's giving you all emotional anxieties?


I mean, don't consider the exaggeration here. I think am just too emotional today to deal this.


The weather's kind of gloomy, depressing and so as I. SIGH. Actually, it's not everyday that i deal with this however it would always caught me off guard if it visits me. But of course, that won't be considered a HAPPY day if you're all bombarded with problems, problems, problems. Such a stress.


It's with this kind of scenario that makes me wish to blow-up and never be seen again. Sounds so suicidal yet am not one of those. Brain's seemed to be paralyzed and jammed since it doesn't do it's job right away when i needed it most. Oh life! 


Stress, stress, stress. How can you be so rude?


All my life, i have been fighting against you. Can we be friends, please? Even for just a moment.You're already hurting me. I have been dying to survive from you and it ain't a joke. So please, get the hell away from me. F*** ***!!!


My apologies, am just so pissed. =T

Comments

  1. JoybumzJune 8, 2011 at 6:51 AM

    Hi, I love your post. Do you believe that I am planning to write the same context and thoughts as you did? I mean this post. Hope you are well now. I know it is not easy to feel that way. P.S. there's nothing to apology with your last sentence. Sometimes we really need to express the negative feelings inside. From the one who feel the same way- Mariel of Cagayan de Oro ( http://www.cdokay.com)

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  2. Jennifer RoseJune 8, 2011 at 9:22 AM

    Hi Mariel! :) Thank you so much for the compliment.Glad i have someone in similar situation. Oi, taga CDO man pud diay ka. It's my pleasure to bump into you. Haha.Pacenxa na sakong mga entries.haha.It was a long day yesterday. And yeah, you're right. We all have the rights to express even the negatives of the negatives. hehe. You take care pirme.

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