Hate to be Compared

The first few minutes just this morning was all going well not until a topic which i think i almost buried 6-feet below the ground for the past few years resurrected which pissed the hell outta me.

Can't believe that actually came from the person whom i thought who's always at my side at all times. The person whom i think who would always back me up no matter what situations i'm into. The person who would lift me from any state of depression and at least give me those words to strengthen out. And, yes, i guess i was over-expecting.

This was the current fight that we had. I almost broke down to tears as i was defending myself when in fact i shouldn't be explaining to her since we're not really the ones fighting over that matter. It's just that i felt betrayed. She seemed to be in favor of some bitch and to the extent of comparing me to some girl i have planted GRUDGE with.

I hate her for making me feel this way! I HATE HER! T_T

I hate her for what she did. After all, i still love her anyway.

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Bob Ong

TAGALOG. Maraming beses ko ng narinig ang pangalang BOB ONG.Syempre, todo curious ako kung sino ba talagang taong to na tal'gang sikat na sikat.'Kala ko ka-level siya nina Oprah Winfrey oh di kaya'y ke Boy Abunda(at ba't biglang napunta toh ke Boy Abunda?). Pero obcors ng dahil sa tulong ni kebigang Google, sa wakas nakita ko ang awto-biyograpiya niya at ang mga sikat na libro na nalathala na niya. Nagsimula pala ang mga aklat niya sa online at napag-isipang gawing hard print. Isa pa rin diyan ang sikat na tanong kung sino ba talaga siya. Dahil ngayon ko lang nalaman na screen name lang pala 'yun gaya ng ARA MINA ni Hazel Reyes (siya lang ang naisipan kong me screen name kasi)! Oh siya, tama na ang intro.Basta ang alam ko lang, napunta ako sa blagsayt ng kebigan ko at mahiwagang na-inspayr ako sa mga sulat niya sa Tagalog. Kung kaya't heto ang eksplanasyon ko sa pagiging tagalog ko sa entry na ito (sabay ngiti). Sa pagkakaalam ko, di naman ako mahuhuli sa w

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