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Hello! I know it has been awhile not posting anything here! I have been battling a good fight for the past years up until now. You always know that this blog has been my consolation and not minding people to read this though since am not aiming for followers anyway. Well, lemme go back to the reason why I am here again. And that's for sure due to depression, sadness and frustrations. These drives and motivates me to write something which i don't have the guts to tell people surrounding me. And i don't want them to be bothered of my problems and anxieties either. I know each one of us face different things apart from what i am experiencing now. But the photo above reminds me to be calm during this storm. My life has always been topsy-turvy. And no matter what, i always keep myself grounded how to make this life straighten up. I am starting to lose myself! At times, i am even thinking of ending this life. Butttt,  i don't even know really. 'Til here th
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Summer 2016

Every people I know craves for summer despite the escalating hot degrees outside, thank God for air-conditioned rooms though. I do have a lot of things to be grateful for this year. It has been a yo-yo year. I've got lots of responsibilities from home up to work aspect; i'm full. But somehow, i still managed the first quarter and slaying all of it with my six pair stilettos.  I could definitely remember JANUARY, after that New Year celebration, i was able to do almost all of the groceries during the holidays. By FEB, though i haven't had any romantic dates at all, i spent partying with my friends instead. It was fun. I attended a friend's wedding and went suburbs almost every weekend.  Of course March came and still can't get enough with summer as it starts. My colleagues and i hit the white sand beaches, cold and hot springs, and sunken cemetery  visits at Camiguin Island right before the holy week. Long weekend was dedicated to an exclusive quality ti

Random Day

Hi. Let's call this another random i-love-to-write kind of day and not to mention of just waking up after a 10-minute quick nap. Before i resume working on my desk for another formal articles to submit, here i am, jotting down with you instead. Couple of months have passed and plenty of changes has been going on lately. Around July, Mom was admitted AGAIN in the hospital due to diabetic complications which resulted to her swollen feet and, thank God, she's fine now. We were discharged three days after. And around last week of July, our landlord for four years informed us the sudden grand renovation of their apartment. Of course, we only have 3 days left to look for another place to transfer in. Finally, on the 1st of July, we moved in another compound just a block across the old apartment. Well, it was great. New building, new place, new month. Everything new. Literally, the 3-storey apartment is new and in fact still under construction. I picked the 3rd floor of

2015 Travels

I can never thank enough my job that brings me to places.  It may not be internationally but at least within Northern Mindanao. I am good at multi-tasking, FYI, and that includes juggling my monotonous work life while having fun such as photography. Of course, your companions add more colors to it and for the ones you don't like, feels like hell. Haha.  Last February 26 was my 2015 kickstart out-of-town travel related to work. I have been to Misamis Occidental before around 2011 when I and a bunch of my workmates from my previous company went to Dakak Resort  and stayed there for three days.  The only difference now in visiting Misamis Occidental was going to some far-flung areas and meet people there to conduct an orientation on programs and services. Before, i focused on a summer where white beaches lay and now focused instead on serving government programs. Ugh. Such a turned of events.  But i just wanted to enlist here my first times: My first time 7-hour publ

Struggling for Perfection

Nobody's perfect. I have read something in the internet yesterday...wait...yeah, my horoscope. That's it! I have read that I can attract a multitude of positivity in my environment and the same goes being prone to negativity too.  Back to the 'perfection' topic. I know I ain't a good writer. Not the level of author's that bookworms get a nod at or a huge chin up for. I select articles or stories to read but i am not best in wordplay. I am just the average type of writers that get lost or lack of words to use. I get writer's block almost all the time and i definitely just laugh at my stupidity if that's what you call it. Definitely i am not a JANET EVANOVICH that engagingly writes interesting adventure stories of Stephanie Plum. What i love is just to write my journals. Haha. I aim not to impress anybody but, you know, just record my life stories and how i go about it throughout the day. In these generation of social networking sites, bas

Spell A W K W A R D!

Hi, am back.  Just want to share how am prone to AWKWARD MOMENTS these past few days. I have observed how caught off guard the situations are and ( of course! ) i am definitely settling my composure.  The day before Christmas 2014, i was on a rush at Robinsons - Centrio Ayala Mall doing some last minute shopping when i felt someone's looking at me from behind. As what instincts usually do, i turned around and ( gasp! ) my 2years ex-lover and i had that eye connection. After 5 long years of break-up, it was that quick scene that finalizes our closure. I knew he was with someone else unfortunately i haven't had the chance to glance at the girl since i was quick to turn back and hoping he hasn't seen me looking at them. Attaboy!  Another scenario was just this week (it was Tuesday and my first workday of 2015) when i had dinner at a fastfood and religiously lined up at a queue. When at my turn at the counter, someone suddenly distracts my order list with the cash

2015 It Is!

You know, huge changes have happened in 2014. "Boy, time flies so fast" . I so gonna agree with Archie when i read this line long time ago. It was one of my comic collections that i have started during my elementary days.  You bet Archie has a huge impact on my character. Haha! So moving on, I know I haven't highlighted stuff during my 2014 and most probably all its pictures will just store in my memory. Vast memories of course that counts melancholy of surviving and happily living. Thank God i have survived the challenging year and of course I would want to start this year with this entry for me to look back when i get to the end. I want to start writing this entry before i get choked with articles flooded with my job. Haha. So ironic. You know, i love to write stuff about how creative life is  instead of any monotonous job-related events. Hehe. Too rude, eh? I bumped a blog yesterday and i am so motivated to do just like her. I love her opinio