Jenny's Spicy World

The first few minutes just this morning was all going well not until a topic which i think i almost buried 6-feet below the ground for the past few years resurrected which pissed the hell outta me. Can't believe that actually came from the person whom i thought who's always at my side at all times. The person whom i think who would always back me up no matter what situations i'm into. The person who would lift me from any state of depression and at least give me those words to strengthen out. And, yes, i guess i was over-expecting. This was the current fight that we had. I almost broke down to tears as i was defending myself when in fact i shouldn't be explaining to her since we're not really the ones fighting over that matter. It's just that i felt betrayed. She seemed to be in favor of some bitch and   to the extent of comparing me to some girl i have planted GRUDGE with. I hate her for making me feel this way! I HATE HER! T_T   I hate her for what...

That 20th of June was the Philippine National Hero's, JOSE RIZAL, 150th birthday celebration and so we had the nationwide holiday. And since it's really a holiday, i slept late and woke up early to do the laundry fo' a better start. I did have a very long weekend and thanks to the great one. Annnd since it's a very fine day, took some random photos that afternoon while lying on the floor and lookin' up the skies. This was a rare moment of appreciatin' and  muni-muni  as you call it. Tehee! =*

How would you ever define love ( in all context, please! )? Would you consider it "love" if someone's giving you all emotional anxieties? I mean, don't consider the exaggeration here. I think am just too emotional today to deal this. The weather's kind of gloomy, depressing and so as I. SIGH. Actually, it's not everyday that i deal with this however it would always caught me off guard if it visits me. But of course, that won't be considered a HAPPY day if you're all bombarded with problems, problems, problems. Such a stress. It's with this kind of scenario that makes me wish to blow-up and never be seen again. Sounds so suicidal yet am not one of those. Brain's seemed to be paralyzed and jammed since it doesn't do it's job right away when i needed it most. Oh life!  Stress, stress, stress. How can you be so rude? All my life, i have been fighting against you. Can we be friends, please? Even for just a moment.You're...

I was just browsing my favorite DESTINY'S CHILD's and i bumped to this page. Kamusta naman ang boses ng mga 'yan ha?! I suddenly remembered a random thought. A friend way back in college asked me if which guy would possibly make me fall inlove with. Kung yung singer or dancer.  Siyempre, naalala ko sina Justin Timberlake na sobrang sexy kung humataw that's why 'yun ang napasagot ko. And now back to the real time , t hese two guys right here made my choice 3 years ago a MISTAKE!!! Hay naku ha! Nakaka-inlove and mga boses neto talaga. I can't even imagine kung bigla na lang akong kakantahan ng mga 'to. I might sound   over-acting  pero siyempre, baka mahimatay na ako sa kagalakan ng loob. HAHA! Above all, ang sarap talaga ng boses ng dal'wang toh. SOBRA. Ang magical ng medley taz ang chemistry ng boses.Never nagsasapawan. They both bring the BEST from each other. At saka, Destiny's Child would be so proud of them!!! Never nila na-murder ang ...

It's just one of those days where I just want to disappear! To get away from everything, because I hate my life here. -Anonymous Alright, i ain't hate my life that much 'coz ever since i get to bump frustrations like these, i can handle it  SLOWLY  anyway . What i just HATE is how am prone to so much complexities.  Ewan ko lang talaga kung bakit nangyayari 'to. Of course, some hypocrites would say na   "that's life, nagtatraydor din paminsan-minsan" which is absolutely TRUE naman. And "kaya mo 'yan  in the end" . Oh well, nakakalito! Nakakapraning! Pardon me for ranting like this. At least nakakaginhawa na rin ng feelings.  I don't really understand why it has to happen. And why me of all the madlang people around the globe? Hey, quit the thought of lovelife ha. Allergic ako n'yan. Am plainly talkin' about LIFE's complexities. Kakaasar talaga. Minsan nga nakakapagod na. Can' t help but wonder. What did i do to de...

Will never ever forget what happened that day, APRIL 15, 2011, Friday. Around 6PM at Gaisano Mall's Department Store. After assisting my 2nd degree aunt's death at a public hospital just across the mall, i felt like i've died too. At the supermarket, I settled the pushcart at a side to get some hotdogs to fill-in the final goods to buy from my grocery list. You know what? I won't be able to notice i've lost my wallet not until two concerned staff boys from the mall asked me to check my bag. And there, horror and panic struck me. I was caught off guard. Stunned. Shocked. I am slapped from the thought that i NOW lost one of my most IMPORTANT things, wallet . In it was my Dolce Vita Master credit card, ATM cards from Banco de Oro, LandBank, EastWestBank. Even my Gaisano Suki card, Xavier University Alumni ID and my 5 thousand worth bills plus the coins. Not to mention too that the wallet is a gift from mum. SIGH. T'was horrible.Pretty horrible. I was lef...