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Spell A W K W A R D!

Hi, am back. 

Just want to share how am prone to AWKWARD MOMENTS these past few days. I have observed how caught off guard the situations are and (of course!) i am definitely settling my composure. 

The day before Christmas 2014, i was on a rush at Robinsons - Centrio Ayala Mall doing some last minute shopping when i felt someone's looking at me from behind. As what instincts usually do, i turned around and (gasp!) my 2years ex-lover and i had that eye connection. After 5 long years of break-up, it was that quick scene that finalizes our closure. I knew he was with someone else unfortunately i haven't had the chance to glance at the girl since i was quick to turn back and hoping he hasn't seen me looking at them. Attaboy! 

Another scenario was just this week (it was Tuesday and my first workday of 2015) when i had dinner at a fastfood and religiously lined up at a queue. When at my turn at the counter, someone suddenly distracts my order list with the cashier and seems like someone attempts to playfully get something from my shoulder bag. As i turned around, i astonishly greeted my fling who happens to be the person my beau gets jealous with. Haha. It was so awkward that he invites me to dine with him at his table while my date is waiting for me at our reserved nook. I simply left without anymore single word 'coz am afraid my date would see me chatting with him. I know, i know...i just wanted to burst like a bubble that time. 

And finally today, a new friend and a suitor surprised visit me at the office like an hour ago. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Like it iiiisssss soooooo AWKWARD!!! Actually, it's his mom who has business matters to talk with me when surpisingly he came along and sitted just right across my table. Hahaha. And my officemates' eyes are all on me like dragons waiting to nibble me alive. Dang! These days seem so cruel and thank God i look pretty and primmed during these IM-NOT-YET-READY state. 

Lesson learned, i need to be ready at all times. To be prim and proper and decent at ALL TIMES. Owemgeeeeee. So, that's it. SPELL A-W-K-W-A-R-D! Teheeeee. :3

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