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I am now experiencing single hood life for over 13 days already.

To give you the details, i'm going to point out things assumed that caused the sudden breakup.

For someone undergoing such misery like mine, you can never easily get over with this. No matter how hard i try not to think about it, still it keeps on playing all over and over my head.

It's so hard to reminisce the good old days with someone you expected to share the rest of your life.This sounds so cheesy but i, for one, guess if you're once in love, you will never ever think it that way.

Charles was my world. He was once a bestfriend, a tutor, a dietician, a brother, a stand-up comedian when i'm down.Wherever I go, he was always there for me.

I never thought of him leaving me now. Should i blame myself for all these things that happened to me? Should i be blamed? I LOVE HIM still but despite all the efforts i gave to win him back, i think he's not appreciating it anymore.Desperate as it may seem, i never assumed any third party in the relationship, but i'm now foreseeing the angle that way.

I'm just still hoping for things to get back the way it was. 21 months was a long way. I'm still coping for the relationship to be saved. How i wish.

Now I'm badly missing him =c

                                 swelling eyes ....

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