Should i say it's 'us' AGAIN?

It's 4-weeks already of the said topsy-turvy relationship and believe it or not, everything went so cool and very unexpected.

Okay, lemme say that i've expected quite less for my relationship with Charles to be fine. But everything we have gone through would be considered just a matter of test on a blue moon. =p

Let me just say that it started last Wednesday of him texting me first thing in the morning. I woke up with huge amazement and much to my surprise, i overwhelmingly texted him back and wasn't thinking of the 'pride' much really. All i wanted was for him to reach me and he did that. And what am i suppose to do? Ignore him? What if he's not coming back anymore? So, maybe i just did the right thing and i won't be guilty anyway with the things i thought i'm desperately holding on with.

The next HUGE thing he did:

Miscalled my phone after working out in the gym.

And me as a girl who yearns and dies for her love to the guy, OVERWHELMINGLY, texted him if there's anything wrong. I know i'm completely devastated in our break-up that i can't help to be hard-to-get as a bird. =p

Gladly, he texted me twice that night and went sound asleep. I was so so high that i can eat stars and hearts. I missed him and was just so thankful of him reaching me finally.

Yesterday night, he texted me again that he was with his family at the mall for his mom's birthday celebration. And just this morning when i opened my Facebook, got a notification of him commenting to my photo. And guess what he commented, "ni-niwang na xa ngetch.hahaha.SEYH!"

Even from that photo comment alone, he makes me feel still loved and admired. Well, thank God for all these overflowing overwhelming emotions. I am so very happy. It's like there's no more space left for such happiness. =p

Now, everything seems going back to normal. HAHA. And i'm loving it plus the other new things that made me whole again :) Thank you,GOD dear. I love you pretty much :)

He may not initiating for us to meet or have date, i am still HAPPY of what's happening now. Very much happy.REALLY.

with Gurlie, terrier dog =p

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Bob Ong

TAGALOG. Maraming beses ko ng narinig ang pangalang BOB ONG.Syempre, todo curious ako kung sino ba talagang taong to na tal'gang sikat na sikat.'Kala ko ka-level siya nina Oprah Winfrey oh di kaya'y ke Boy Abunda(at ba't biglang napunta toh ke Boy Abunda?). Pero obcors ng dahil sa tulong ni kebigang Google, sa wakas nakita ko ang awto-biyograpiya niya at ang mga sikat na libro na nalathala na niya. Nagsimula pala ang mga aklat niya sa online at napag-isipang gawing hard print. Isa pa rin diyan ang sikat na tanong kung sino ba talaga siya. Dahil ngayon ko lang nalaman na screen name lang pala 'yun gaya ng ARA MINA ni Hazel Reyes (siya lang ang naisipan kong me screen name kasi)! Oh siya, tama na ang intro.Basta ang alam ko lang, napunta ako sa blagsayt ng kebigan ko at mahiwagang na-inspayr ako sa mga sulat niya sa Tagalog. Kung kaya't heto ang eksplanasyon ko sa pagiging tagalog ko sa entry na ito (sabay ngiti). Sa pagkakaalam ko, di naman ako mahuhuli sa w

The Fallen Angel

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FRUSTRATIONS

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