Struggling for Perfection

Nobody's perfect. I have read something in the internet yesterday...wait...yeah, my horoscope. That's it! I have read that I can attract a multitude of positivity in my environment and the same goes being prone to negativity too. 

Back to the 'perfection' topic. I know I ain't a good writer. Not the level of author's that bookworms get a nod at or a huge chin up for. I select articles or stories to read but i am not best in wordplay. I am just the average type of writers that get lost or lack of words to use. I get writer's block almost all the time and i definitely just laugh at my stupidity if that's what you call it.

Definitely i am not a JANET EVANOVICH that engagingly writes interesting adventure stories of Stephanie Plum. What i love is just to write my journals. Haha. I aim not to impress anybody but, you know, just record my life stories and how i go about it throughout the day.

In these generation of social networking sites, bashers are everywhere. Showbiz personalities are not the lone people who attracts such negativity. Gahd, please help me with my rants. How can people be so cruel?

Not that i have bashers but it's the criticisms or sensing someone who doesn't like my work or plainly just don't like me. As much as i wanted to relay the particulars of my concern, i'm afraid some would take it wrongly. Thus, i'd rather let their imagination play the vagueness to avoid further confrontations. What's the matter of complexities? Can trials be a little kind? Ugh.

Oh well, i 've read my horoscope for the year and it's supposedly be a good year. Like a skyrocket career and i strongly agree with it since im tasting the goodness for even just the first quarter. But as i say, nothing's perrrfect! I can still feel people shoving me to drop and i am struggling. 

Hope this feels lighter in the long run.  :/