PEACE

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Almost all of the people in the world would definitely crave for PEACE. Let's insert UP DHARMA DOWN playlist here to complete the ambiance.

 Sorry if i kinda sound negative today. It's just my adrenaline for writing is at its peak whenever i kinda feeling down. This is where i find my escape, my solitude. 

 I know am not alone with this but hell yeah, it sucks. Don't blame me to seek fun on weekends. A kind of fun where it feels like it's jailbreak 'coz it my escapism, my solitude. 

 Lord God, help! 



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