Jenny's Spicy World

HELLO THERE! I have this overwhelming feeling right now. It's pure joy, happiness and love. Am not talking about my poor love affair right here. Let's just call it an obsession from a thousand miles fan to a getting-to-stardom choreographer and dancer. I guess i have not mentioned about   BRIAN PUSPOS  in my previous entries and that's the reason why i wanted to exclusively feature him now in this unpopular blog of mine. Let's start from the very beginning of how i got to meet him like what everybody asks me whenever i replace my Facebook profile photo with his picture or every time i post video links of his dance clips from Youtube or just simply an obviously-obsessive-status on my FB wall. Actually, even now that am writing this entry, it gives me that giddy feeling like a high school girl with a crush. So funny. It all started out with my younger brother's obsession of him. Yes, you heard it right. My bro's the first one who fell in love with him. So gay

The past few days have been quite a realization to me.  From the point of praying hard for the 'perfect',if not a better man, up to this stage of being crucial to my career path. Yes i admit, i have been indulged to a polygamy relationship for almost a year ( and both sides didn't know about this and am not proud with this!) and one thing i did that because i can't let go with the past. But that's not the issue here. So the story goes with:  My ex and i were okay. We were okay. We have been together for like 3years. Same with other normal couples, we also have that on and off, on and off, on and off.  Not until that day of discovering of what should have been kept private. Yes i admit again that that discovery was slightly planned and i just wanna prove myself for some hard-kicking evidences and i got it right. You know, women's intuition. And to cut the story short, that relationship ended. Hey, that wasn't the only reason but even before, we already h